134340

English Translation

If only I had the chance, I always wanted to ask you
Why you did that back then, why you chased me away
I still hover around you without a name
Goodbyes are colourless, Its tinge stays the same

It turns out I don’t have a name
Even though I used to be your star
Good for you because you’re the light
All I ever do is being lit up by you

What meaning does life have
When the prime of my youth is destroyed?
I will be under your sweltering stare
For the rest of my life, right?
Even though I still hover around you as always
If love doesn’t have a name,
It means that everything has changed

I wonder if you really did find Eris
Tell me, how is the moon better than me?
“Us” is just the plural of “you”
Perhaps I was never really included there
To begin with

One day, you will understand what I’m saying
My seasons were always you
My cold heart is minus 248 degrees
It stopped the day you erased me
Damn

I am going around in circles
I lost hold of you, I lost you
I am idling away
You erased me, you forgot me

The song that once belonged to the land of the sun
It has stopped, it has died down
The heart of a star is only a thick mass of clouds
You erased me, you forgot me

Everything is pretty much the same as yesterday ay
Only you are absent in the daily life that doesn’t change ay
I’m certain that you were with me till yesterday ay
The days look frighteningly identical
And only you are not there

To be honest, the year I spent without you was quite calm
People talk a lot about regret, but I had none
The days gone by now feel like a prison sentence
I can’t even remember how you smelled like. Hold on!

But I smell a familiar perfume ay
My memories blossom hazily ay
I turn my head around
You walk to me with a bright smile, and beside you…

Hi! Hi!
How have you been? I’m doing good enough
My heart feels as if it’s about to explode
But this moment feels as if its minus 248 degrees

I am going around in circles
I lost hold of you, I lost you
I am idling away
You erased me, you forgot me

The song that once belonged to the land of the sun
It has stopped, it has died down
The heart of a star is only a thick mass of clouds
You erased me, you forgot me

I am going around in circles
I watch you from across the mist
As you smile as always
The chaos that is devoid of meaning or you
Is the reality of my orbit

I am going around in circles
Like Pluto whose number or darkness
You can’t bother to remember
But still
I’m revolving around you damn

I am going around in circles
I lost hold of you, I lost you
I am idling away
You erased me, you forgot me

The song that once belonged to the land of the sun
It has stopped, it has died down
The heart of a star is only a thick mass of clouds
You erased me, you forgot me

 

T/N: 134340 is the minor planet designation of what used to be called “Pluto” (And so “the number you can’t bother to remember”). 134340 is still revolving around the sun though it was robbed of its name 😦 😦

 

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